-= Happy b`Day Jesus =-
Tiz christmas is ---- *speechless* Maybe i wish too much ... or maybe i see too much x-mas movies. So i wish sumthin different could happen in thiz x-mas. In fact there's nothin change. It's the same x-mas like i usually have in Taiwan.
X-mas songs r heard everywhere but no one understands wat it means.
Christmas trees r designed gorgeously but no one knows what exactly Christmas is. They just know christmas is an "American Culture", a time when Santa shows up n brings sum present to the lil kids. So pity...
I went to the church at Christmas Eve, wif zooLay, wW, rOofi, fEn2, al3nk, jePp and jOe. We was there at 20.00 , 2 hours earlier b4 the mass. We watched the kid shows. Well... the atmosphere was not really good. The kids like a lil devil who run everywhere. Parents r chasing their own kids. Kids who kicked each other. A snob family came to us and said that we sat on their place (actually we DIDN'T!) .. wtf!!! Is tis wat we call christmas? Is tis what we call church?
If i were those kids mom ... i would slap them rite away "sit down!"
For all those things tat happened in my x-mas ....
Dear Jesus,
I'm sorry for my bad behavior for these last days.
I'm sorry for all the thing i cussed in christmas.
I'm sorry for being such a bad christian ... especially in x-mas.
I know... There's no miracle for me in tiz x-mas, but i almost forget, that having my soulmate is a HUGE miracle in my life.
I know... I spend my christmas dissapointly for these last 5 years, but i dun realize that i've already had a "guarantee" that i would have a wonderful life include x-mas ofkors in my future life with him.
I know ... all i want for christmas is not a present nor a party. I only want iO showing up in front of my door, but again ... i dun realize he...my soulmate ... has shown up to me when i was 21, so i dun have to wait any longer to find him.
I should realize earlier, christmas is not just about gifts, holiday, family time, frenz time, lover time etc. It's about how we share our love although in the simplest way. It's the time when we say "Thank you" to God who's willing to give His son to be born for us. It's the time when we should thank to Mother Mary who's carried baby Jesus in her womb ... took care of him ... until our sins killed Her own son. It's the time we said "Happy Birthday Jesus" happily =)
RioLia parted at 6:33 AM
