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Friday, December 31, 2004

Wow... it has been a year with you Dear Diary. I just can't believe it, finally 2004 is finished. A quite tough year (>.<) but also the most memorable year in my LOVE life. You r soo precious to us hehe So,when we wanna flashback our story we just need to take a look at you =) Thank you Dear Diary *mwackz*

I'm sorry for dissappearing so long. I was so busy these days. I got a new job as an assistant in an English Course. The salary is so-so . The reason i take tiz job is I just wanna have another new job enviroment and experience .... iO n my mom support me too. So, today is my second day to work. Although today is 31st deC... the last day of the year, we still have our rutinity, no holiday at all. I was trapped in a heavy traffic jam , i din wanna get late in my second day work so i took a cab (>.<). Wat an elite assistant who goes to work by cab :P

Tonight is the first new year for us. We'r gonna celebrate it simply. Dinner togetha n maybe wif a bottle of vodka :D

*cup ayank
Thx God for always blesses us through the year. My soulmate is the best gift EVER! .. in my life.

Darling, happy new year ^^
All the best for us in 2005. Hope that we could spend more time togetha in 2005, no more stupid obstacles, much more stronger, more loves, more happiness, more laughter, more n many more =)
-i love you-

Fwenz, happy new year too!
See ya in our new blogger ^^
<< Memories in 2005 >>
http://liario.blogspot.com

RioLia parted at 11:59 AM

tHe l@St BUT nOT LeaST

Well2 hari ini hari terakhir di taon (monyet) 2004...met taon baru ya D...loe dah temenin, udah dengerin keluh kesah kita selama setaon ini

Semoga di taon2 mendatang nggak ada halangan bagi g buat ke taiwan n jalan2 ama Lao pho sekalian honimUUN di sana...semoga di taon2 mendatang cobaan2 buat kita berdua nggak seberat yang taon ini...semoga cinta kasih g n Cinta semakin kokoh semakin manis n semakin TOKCER...hihihi.
Semoga g n Cinta semakin HARMONIS n lebih2 semakin bisa berbuah di hadapan Tuhan^^

Cinta udah bb sekarang n minta di bangunin nanti jam 12 jerman...kita liat aja ya...klo sekarang seh g nggak tega buat bangunin nanti, soalnya tadi udah teler buanged abis mimik vodka...yah campuran seh tapi namanya gadis baek2...hihihi*cup cup mwachhh....mimik dikit langsung kerasa efeknya
Yank jangan sering2 ya mimik alkohol...nggak baek loh buat nanti2nya
Klo mao mimik inget anak2 kita nanti ya*huggy Cinta tercinta

God tenkiu berat ya buat taon ini...meski rada berat buat saya dan Cinta, buat kita berdua tapi kita bisa lalui smoa halangan cobaan dengan ok...hand in hand kita lalui jalan yang terjal dan berliku dengan sabar dan lancar dan itu semua karena bantuanMU God^^
Kalo saya ada salah dengan pikiran2 saya yang rumit yang salah dan nggak beralasan yang sia2, lebih2 dengan perbuatan saya yang salah lebih2 bila saya salah terhadap Cinta dan lebih2 lagi menyakiti Cinta malaikatMU...semua kesalahan yang tidah saya sadari...SEMOANYA itu saya minta maaf
Berkatilah saya dan Cinta God supaya di taon2 mendatang cinta kasih saya dan Cinta semakin kuat nan kokoh lagi tahan akan badai yang sewaktu2 datang dan buatlah cinta kasih saya dan Cinta bagaikan kerajaan surgawiMU yang megah MAJESTIQ INDAH dan berkatilah selalu semoga saya dan Cinta semakin harmonis dan bisa lebih berbuah di hadapanMU.AMIN^^

Ya udah deh sekarang g mao ngapain ya...bingung juga neh...nonton pelem nonton apa???
D ada ide??? Hmmmmm...kali2 die hard 3 aja deh...lol
Ya wes deh ya met taon baru sekali lagi n ampe besok lagi...cuzzyyy

RioLia parted at 11:18 AM

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

20...

i'm so LONELY
it's so dark and cold
my Light of life went to sleep a few hours ago

Need help ASAP*sob

i NEED You Angel...deadly T_T

RioLia parted at 1:12 PM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

21 hari lagi...akhirnyaaa yang dinanti

Cinta lagi di kamar mandi n g daripada nganggur isi2 dikit lah...eniwei Cinta lagi mandi n ya seperti biasa g nganggur selama Cinta mandi...well sementara ini lah, klo tar udah bareng2an nggak bakalan nganggur kayaknya...LOL*isenk laugh:)

*SENSORRRRRRR

Besok hari pertama Cinta kerja sebagai asisten guru di institusi swasta...hope smoana lancar...gaji ok n suasana kerja mantap...lebih2 lagi moga2 nanti klo udah lulus bisa ngelamar di tempat ini...yah sebagai batu loncatan. Itung2 nggak perlu pindah2 rumah lagi n terutama nggak perlu pindah negara. Daripada pindah neg n sesuaiin lagi, mending di tempat yang udah tau seluk beluknya.

Na ja itu mah maseh lama bisa dipikirin nanti...sapa tau g menang LOTTO jutaan euro, langsung kawin kita nggak mikir2 kerjaan lagi...bikin cafe beli tanah buat usaha di bangka udah deh hev fun tiap hari ama Cinta^^
Well in my dreams kayaknya...lol....tapi selama ngimpi nggak dilarang bole2 aja dunk:p

Satu hal yang g pesen tiap saat ke Cinta nggak cuma sekarang ato nanti klo udah masuk dunia kerja... supaya selalu ati2 n tekker
Cinta ati2 n tekker selalu ya serta jaga diri baek2 ya Yank, cause You are all i have*huggyyyy

TAPI sekali lagi bisalah kita manage nanti klo udah waktunya...suami istri ini*cup

Oke deh g mao mojoq duyu...besok nggak ada yang khusus buat g kecuali tunggu ko de dateng ke KA....itu tok selebihnya nggak ada yang istimewa....yang paling special ya mojoq n pacaran ama Cinta tiap malem sblon bb^^

ok deh g cabut duyu ampe sok lagi deh ya

RioLia parted at 8:11 AM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

"mE aNd my BIG BIG MouTh"

On behalf of my sins for this past few days, i want to apologize everythin...for acting so so stupid for saying and thingkin IDIOTIC and for all of my useless thought...and above all for not rejoicing Your B'Day...i'm so so sorry:(

Cinta is right...i should have realised earlier too that i dun need any miracle because the GREATEST MIRACLE has happened in my life...You has given me Your GREATEST Miracle as soon as i ask You...and still i acting so stupid for this past few days
God forgive me for all my words for my attitude
For i know that i will celebrate the entire christmas throughout my life with Cinta my Soulmate the GREATEST MIRACLE, makes me rejoice and praising Your name, and of corz it makes me stand strong and proud^^

God tenkiu for all for Her for Your ETERNITY Blessing upon US...all i want to say is "hepi b'day Jesus"

PS to Cinta:
i miss You so much Cinta...not just for this christmas but even if we already under the same roof i would still miss You b'coz ppl have to sleep and when i sleep i have to close my eyes. So that i have to wait for the nexk 8 hours to be able to see You again...LOL
Cinta i miss You and love You more than my self...You are an Angel that God has sent to accompany me FOREVER...*hugggggyyyzzz i love You*cup cup cup

Cinta
did i dream You-could You be true-cause when i'm with You
i cant believe that Youre with me

i never,thught i'd ever find You
and be the one who's holding You ,loving You
Baby You're amazing to me,You're the reason i believe

every time i hear Your voice, everytime i feel Your kiss
it tells me heaven must be missing an Angel
everytime i see Your face im thinking You must be a vision
heaven must be missing an Angel

Your perfection, loves expression
in every way You show me what its all about

Youre the answer to my all my prayers oh Baby
its like You brought me higher love
from up above

every time i hear your voice...

Baby Youre amazing to me
Youre the reason i believe, i believe

every time i hear Your voice...

from io with Love
to Jesus my Savior and Maria Cecilia my Soulmate

RioLia parted at 7:41 AM

-= Happy b`Day Jesus =-

Tiz christmas is ---- *speechless* Maybe i wish too much ... or maybe i see too much x-mas movies. So i wish sumthin different could happen in thiz x-mas. In fact there's nothin change. It's the same x-mas like i usually have in Taiwan.
X-mas songs r heard everywhere but no one understands wat it means.
Christmas trees r designed gorgeously but no one knows what exactly Christmas is. They just know christmas is an "American Culture", a time when Santa shows up n brings sum present to the lil kids. So pity...

I went to the church at Christmas Eve, wif zooLay, wW, rOofi, fEn2, al3nk, jePp and jOe. We was there at 20.00 , 2 hours earlier b4 the mass. We watched the kid shows. Well... the atmosphere was not really good. The kids like a lil devil who run everywhere. Parents r chasing their own kids. Kids who kicked each other. A snob family came to us and said that we sat on their place (actually we DIDN'T!) .. wtf!!! Is tis wat we call christmas? Is tis what we call church?
If i were those kids mom ... i would slap them rite away "sit down!"

For all those things tat happened in my x-mas ....

Dear Jesus,
I'm sorry for my bad behavior for these last days.
I'm sorry for all the thing i cussed in christmas.
I'm sorry for being such a bad christian ... especially in x-mas.

I know... There's no miracle for me in tiz x-mas, but i almost forget, that having my soulmate is a HUGE miracle in my life.

I know... I spend my christmas dissapointly for these last 5 years, but i dun realize that i've already had a "guarantee" that i would have a wonderful life include x-mas ofkors in my future life with him.

I know ... all i want for christmas is not a present nor a party. I only want iO showing up in front of my door, but again ... i dun realize he...my soulmate ... has shown up to me when i was 21, so i dun have to wait any longer to find him.

I should realize earlier, christmas is not just about gifts, holiday, family time, frenz time, lover time etc. It's about how we share our love although in the simplest way. It's the time when we say "Thank you" to God who's willing to give His son to be born for us. It's the time when we should thank to Mother Mary who's carried baby Jesus in her womb ... took care of him ... until our sins killed Her own son. It's the time we said "Happy Birthday Jesus" happily =)

RioLia parted at 6:33 AM

Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas with YOU ONLY
*SEDIH T_T

Cinta io miss You so much...OMG i want You so much right now:(

Cinta lagi ke gereja n moga2 bentar lagi gerejanya selese n Cinta langsung balek rumah soalnya g kangen banget buat ketemu n mojoq...natal kali ini emang berat banget buat g...the Woman that i love and dore is thousand miles away in eastern world T_T

Nanti malem anak2 mao ke gereja tapi g nggak tau neh pegi ato nggak...jam 1/2 10 ketemuannya di Herrenstr tapi liat2 duyu deh ya...klo nggak paling2 besok ke misa pagi..lagian Cinta juga ada bbq besok jadinya g ke gereja Cinta bbqan...so kita bisa selese bareng2^^
Tapi sekali lagi nggak tau liat mood deh ya...doeh durhaka g jadi anak Tuhan:(

Cinta io miss You banget sekali lagi io bilang....kata2 ini nggak akan habis io ucapin ke Cinta...egal kita nanti udah tinggal serumah io pasti akan terus bilang....soalna kita kan harus bb n klo bb kan io merem nggak liat Cinta...so pasti io miss You pagi2nya^^
Tapi bener Yank i jujur ini from the bottom of my heart...i want to say this:
I want You Cinta
I need You
I'm longin for You
I miss You
and above all i LOVE You...no one but You^^

Klo Cinta di blog yang kemaren sisipin lagu yang menggambarkan perasaan Cinta
io juga mao sisipin lagu yang menggambarkan gimana perasaan io today

Christmas With You
by: Firehouse

Made a Christmas list
Sent it off to You
I put it in the mail
I hope that it gets through
This time of year
No one should be alone
I'm not asking for that much
I just wish that You'd come home
(To me)
It seems like Christmas
Ain't what it used to be
And it don't mean a thing
If You're not here with me

What's the point in celebrating?
Ain't no happy holiday
When the only One I'm wanting
Is a million miles away

Chorus:
I don't need no presents
Underneath my tree
Santa Claus, don't bring me nothin' new
And I don't need my stockin' stuffed
To have You here is more than enough
'Cause all I want is Christmas with You

You're the one thing
That could make my dreams come true
I could make it all but all I want is You

What's the point in celebrating?
Ain't no happy holiday
When the only one I'm wanting
Is a million miles away

Chorus

All I want is Christmas with You

I don't need no presents
Underneath my tree
Santa Claus, don't bring me nothin' new
And I don't need my stockin' stuffed
To have You here is more than enough
'Cause all I want is Christmas with You
You're all that's on my wish list
All I want is Christmas with You
Christmas with You

Cinta my Love...i love You FOREVER and nothings gonna change my love for You...because You are the only one for me and i am the only one for You...Kimi dake o aishiteiru no saa

from io with BIGGEST LOVE
to my Maria Cecilia my Soulmate

RioLia parted at 6:46 AM

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

*Hanging Mistletoe =)

Things r goin crazy these weeks. Homeworks deadline... report deadline ...
I got to sleep earlier n i feel so sad to let my sweetie to be alone in the middle of the nite... in his dorky room ;p Ya hun ya ....
Lemmie tell ya our secret :
iO's biggest fear is loneliness n Mine is losing sumone i love.
I hate if my lovely one say sumthin bout "die" ...exp. "i could die.." "if i die.." "sumday if .." . It hurt me everytime i hear bout tat word.
Now, i've never thought tat i could be loved by sumone deeply, n even never thought tat my heart also feel the loneliness tat he feels right now.

You dream bout havin a white christmas rite? yOu wanna spend ur christmas time at Europe rite?? We don't want it. *swear* We dun even care .... the most important to us is with whom u gonna spend tat special day.
We have SUCK christmas for these last 5 years.
Yes, iO spends his x-mas at europe , yEs he always has a white christmas every year but always alone ;( n Me... well i've been trying to accept the fact tat i wun have my christmas as long as i'm in tiz fucking country.
Hope Jesus wun mad at me if i hate my last christmas-es. I know the point from x-mas tat we should be glad tat our savior was born. But still... i envy my other frenz. Huk....

My fave x-mas song, tat really represents my feeling :

All I Want For Chirstmas Is You
I don't want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for ChristmasIs you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you...You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snowI
'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click'
Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you...You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the airAnd everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More that you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for ChristmasIs you..

All I want for Christmas is you baby

-sumone needs miracle here-

RioLia parted at 10:22 PM

Was ich an Dir mag

Du bist das Schloss, das niemand entschluesseln kann
Der Zaubertrick ausgefuehrt von Goetterhand
Du bist das Lachen auf meinem Gesicht
Jedes Wort das aus mir spricht
Du bist der Glanz in meinen verheulten Augen
Du bist der Grund an mich zu glauben
Doch das Beste an Dir ist, dass Du mir so aehnlich bist

Was ich an Dir mag
Kannst Du vielleicht nicht leiden
Doch ich denk jeden Tag, Du sollst genau so bleiben
Und jetzt komm an meine Seite, ich will mich ueberall mit Dir zeigen
Denn dass was ich an Dir hab, ist was ich an Dir mag

Ich bin das Wasser auf dem Du gehen kannst
Ich bin das Seil auf dem Du tanzt
Ich bin die Luft, die Du atmest
Die Rakete mit der Du startest
Ich bin das Netz, das Dich nie fallen laesst
Und wenn Du Sterne siehst, dann halt Dich an mir fest
Du bist das Drehen in meinem Bauch
Und ich weiß Du fuehlst es auch
Du bist mein fester Wille, von jetzt bist irgendwann
Der Puls in meinen Adern, den niemand anhalten kann

Was ich an Dir mag
Kannst Du vielleicht nicht leiden
Doch ich denk jeden Tag, Du sollst genau so bleiben
Und jetzt komm an meine Seite, ich will mich ueberall mit Dir zeigen
Denn dass was ich an Dir hab, ist was ich an Dir mag

Glaub mir wenn ich Dir sag
Du fehlst mir jeden Tag
Du fehlst mir jeden Tag Schatz^^

Cinta...untuk artinya nanti ya pake skype aja...cup
Lagu diatas tadi merupakan suara hati io, ada kalanya io susah untuk mengungkapkan isi hati io...bukan karena io nggak bisa tapi lebih karena io nggak tau gimana ungkapinnya...Cinta is tooooo BEAUTIFUL to be described:)

Du bist Wunderschoen meine Liebe
Ich liebe Dich fuer Ewigkeit*huggy Cinta^^

from io with Love
to my Maria Cecilia my Soulmate
*cup cup mwachhh

RioLia parted at 10:41 AM

Monday, December 20, 2004

Minggu baru lagi telah dimulaiii....gnya semakin kangen sama Yayank tercinta^^
Hmmmm....Cinta lagi maskeran sekarang n 20 menit lagi selese
Doeh besok Yayank kerja like usual di lab n g bangun kayaknya udah bisa ketemu lagi*huggyy
Trus ya g seperti biasanya ke bibli lagi...tadi pegi juga tapi nggak bisa konsen n akhirnya balek cepet...Yayank bilangin g klo jangan gara2 kangen jadi penghalang buat belajar
Iya Yank io ngerti...maklum ya buat taon ini...nggak lagi kok...pasti io lebih konsen lagi untuk waktu2 kedepan*cup...dun b worry ya:D
Na ja so much for christmas....g harus kejar bahan ujian g bulan feb...makanya tiap hari ke bibli...there wun be any happy christmas for me until g kelar kuliah n rayain bareng2 Cinta di rumah kita nanti...blehhhh:(
But ya kita punya banyak waktu untuk itu...waktu yang berlebih n tidak terbatas...tiap taon bakalan bisa rayain bareng2...loe tau lah kenapa....hihihi^^

Cinta pengen nyanyiin lagu neh....tapi lagi cari2 yang bagus...nanti ya klo udah dapet io nyanyiin pasti untuk Cinta*mwachh
Dah deh...i better tell Cinta that the masker time is up...pe sok lagi ya...cuzzyyyy

RioLia parted at 8:01 AM